can't take it.. you can do it on your own.

what does honesty bring me?
disconnected. the phone never rings.
watch the light dim in my eyes
some things are always changing, i can not will.
look beyond this shell of a man.

what will be, will be.
things might be different this time around.

consolation is the small show.
i once had a home, some silly things.
now i have this cozy lil grill
you don't see me, but you don't seem
to know what's right in front of you

what will be, will be
things aren't different this time around.

i want to see the kindness around
if there's such a thing
the truth is, i don't know the difference
between fear, love & hate
can it be real? known?

what won't be, won't be
things must be different this time.




there's all these events tmr. no idea.

cn tower or gulu? God knows i can't get up *that* early. maybe neither. they're both "good", but i need some peace and quiet b4 the "queue" music comes and gets me.

-can't control jack. fn choices. less bun, mo pho.