if you can call that sleep.

i've been trying to hold in so many things recently.

i hate you
i hate this
i hate me
i hate how things have to be
i hate the world... just kidding.. no really.


bring on the grey goose girl!



[zero 7]



i'm obviously in a funky calm/hyper mood right now.. i think i'm going to go play vball =) my manager said that i have this glow on my face..

soooo tired (what's new) =) DTR, letter of resignation, offer letter, learning financial statements and tax sheltering... got a call of reassurance today from steve.. no fear... so many things going on.




it's a #s game...
1 dtr
5? tickets to the show
3 pseudo song recordings
9 more days of work at BMO..
7 days off. what should i do? where should i go? vegas? haha.
20 days until i start my new job


from yoco to all of you.. i luve you may z, bitta hitta widout butter, 'the man', the sick twins and the white black man.



It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
so I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
we pulled too many false alarms

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear
we're slow dancing in a burnin room

I was the one you always dreamed of
you were the one i tried to draw
how dare you say it's nothin to me
baby, you're the only light I ever saw

I make the most of all the sadness
you'll be a bitch because you can
you try to hit me just hurt me
so you leave me feelin dirty cuz you can't understand

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear
we're slow dancing in a burnin room

Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
Go cry about it why don't you
my dear, we're slow dancin in a burnin room

-j. mayer 'slow dancing in a burning room'.


off to aziancoourt.


-i thought i wanted to be closer, but what i really needed was closure