effedinthehead

i mentioned transition phase. <--i don't know what this is. like jess' blog, IT DID NOT HAPPEN.

maybe it's the "transition phase", or lady heather, or tonite's wedding.. or something. either i'm like akon, or beck.. or maybe misunderstood.. i often describe myself (to myself) as a raging torrent. most ppl don't know, some wouldn't understand/be able to handle it. i shield the populace from the angst... or am i protecting myself from me? (or am i being overly dramatic about it)... like some of my friends, i sometimes love writing in bitter code (maybe that's why i like ballads, especially bitter ones, i need to write more songs! cuz i'm broken, when i'm open).. thursday, it wasn't angst, but comedic in nature.. pure randomness, eh?..(tangent) i notice when ppl notice, but generally pretend not to. (/tangent) 3 doors down describes a good chunk of my adult life: far and few between tho. if only i had the guts to get rejected... too little too late

I try to get some answers
But you refuse to reply
I try so hard to reach out to you
But you turn the other way
Moulann